5 Years Ago Today

The 28th March should be a happy day. It should be a day to celebrate. It should be a day of presents, cake, party, laughter, love, happiness and all things Disney Princess. Its not. The 28th March is full of sadness, heartache, loss and thoughts about what could have been. 
5 years ago today I went into labour at 40 weeks and 5 days. 
5 years ago today we went to the hospital full of excitement.
5 years ago today I was ready to have a baby.
5 Years ago today we heard the words "there is no heartbeat."
5 years ago today I knew our lives would never be the same again
5 years ago today at 3:10pm I gave birth to Isabella
5 years ago today we lost our daughter.
We all love and miss you Isabella.
Our Disney Princess.
you can read more here Baby Loss

Since 2010 I have shared my story and have tried to raise stillborn awareness. Stillbirth is still a taboo subject but it is so important.
In 2013, 5700 babies died just before, during or soon after birth. That's over 100 babies a week.
So far I have raised over £12,000 in memory of my daughters and I will continue to fundraise for as long as I can.
If you would like to visit my fundraising page you can by clicking Justgiving - Isabella Murray


  1. Ah Michelle this is so heartbreaking, I am so sorry for your loss I imagine it is something that you never ever get over, my heart goes out to you all on this sad day xx

  2. I'm so sorry - I just can't begin to imagine how hard this is to live with but what you have done in her name is amazing. That is a lot of money raised and you should be so proud of yourself :) sending lots of love to you on this hard day xxx

  3. Sending love to you all today xxxxx

  4. Sending you lots of love and prayers for Isabella tonight xx

  5. Sending you lots of love and hugs. The money have you raised is incredible in her name x

  6. Oh I am so sorry for your loss beautiful, sending you lots of love!

  7. I am so sorry for your loss sweetheart. I know a couple who went through this just last year and she too has put her all into raising awareness and money for the stillbirth charities. What you have raised is just fantastic. I can't even imagine the pain you went through but know that Isabella's name is forever out there in what you do. Thanks so much for linking up with #TwinklyTuesday


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